to make julia and elaine happy

ok one little update...the lyrics were:
Waiting for something to happen!
Grey skies are hiding what I've done.
If I could tell you what I'm feeling,
You'd be drowning in this ocean I embrace

Happy now Ju?

oh, and yes, I'm not waiting any more...I'm a happy bunny...and in a few months time I'm going to start learning a new language......do you need any more hints Elaine? things will be fully revealed during the live-in...I only told VERY few ppl and I want to keep things like this for now...mainly because if I get a resit I'm f****d big time!

Happy now?

Issa halluni nistudja ta forsi jghaddi kollox b'wicc il-gid!

hugz xxx

Waiting

At 6th form some of my friends were in a band called Rushour and one of their originals was called "Waiting" and it said:

waiting for something to happen,
....
If I could tell you what I'm feeling,
You'd be drowning in the ocean I embrace...

...and that is exactly how I am feeling right now! the confirmation/dismissal email from Delft could be in any time. This morning when I switched on my laptop by the time I got to check my emails my heart was beating at 200 beats/min and my hands were(and still are) shaking...but it was all for nothing...still 79 unread msgs...not 80...not 81...pfff
waiting for an answer from these dutch guys is like being mawmettu's mountian...you wait, you wait and it never comes...so much so that the mountain decided to go to mawmettu instead. Problem is that I cannot go to Delft now so I'm going to have to wait and hope and pray that the email comes to me...possibly with a positive answer!

I  have no idea how I'm going to manage to do anything today apart from clicking refresh!