Tuesday, March 2, 2010

Writer's Block

...I am suffering from Acute Writerus Blockitis...also known as writer's block. The weird thing is that I really feel like filling my blog with new posts and have loads of things to say...but when it comes to writing my literature review, inspiration flies out of the window! 


meeehhhhhhhh!!!!!


Now that we bought the one-way tickets for the 19th of August it suddenly started sinking in...THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME! 


when I got to know I was accepted for SAC 6th form I was happy because I knew it was an opportunity to start afresh...and at that point I WANTED to start afresh!...now I don't really need to start afresh...all my friend vacancies have been filled... I have the friends I have intelligent conversations with, those with which I simply act silly, those I go shopping with and the one I enjoy doing all of the above with(and this person isn't necessarily Daniel)...and yet I'm still going to start afresh...this time not because I'm unhappy with what I have but because I want to do something more...
definition of more from http://www.yourdictionary.com/more : 

adjective
  1. greater in amount, degree, or number: often used as the comparative of much ormany we have more time than we thought
  2. additional; further take more tea
noun
  1. a greater amount, quantity, or degree


    1. a greater number (of persons or things) more of us are going
    2. a greater number of persons or things
  2. something additional or further more can be said
  3. something of greater importance
adverb
  1. in or to a greater degree or extent: used with many adjectives and adverbs (regularly with those of three or more syllables) to form the comparative degree more satisfying,more intensely
  2. in addition; further; again; longer

and yet, my kind of "more" is still difficult to define
It's certainly not more friends or more money
...well maybe the closest I can get to it is: being in a position to do more for more people...and yet this can still be misinterpreted.

Some people think that I want to change the world...I don't want to change the world...I want to change the mentality of those who think that the world cannot be changed.