meeehhhhhhhh!!!!!
Now that we bought the one-way tickets for the 19th of August it suddenly started sinking in...THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING TO ME!
when I got to know I was accepted for SAC 6th form I was happy because I knew it was an opportunity to start afresh...and at that point I WANTED to start afresh!...now I don't really need to start afresh...all my friend vacancies have been filled... I have the friends I have intelligent conversations with, those with which I simply act silly, those I go shopping with and the one I enjoy doing all of the above with(and this person isn't necessarily Daniel)...and yet I'm still going to start afresh...this time not because I'm unhappy with what I have but because I want to do something more...
definition of more from http://www.yourdictionary.com/more :
adjective
- greater in amount, degree, or number: often used as the comparative of much ormany we have more time than we thought
- additional; further take more tea
noun
- a greater amount, quantity, or degree
- a greater number (of persons or things) more of us are going
- a greater number of persons or things
- something additional or further more can be said
- something of greater importance
adverb
- in or to a greater degree or extent: used with many adjectives and adverbs (regularly with those of three or more syllables) to form the comparative degree more satisfying,more intensely
- in addition; further; again; longer
and yet, my kind of "more" is still difficult to define
It's certainly not more friends or more money
...well maybe the closest I can get to it is: being in a position to do more for more people...and yet this can still be misinterpreted.
Some people think that I want to change the world...I don't want to change the world...I want to change the mentality of those who think that the world cannot be changed.